hows my day?!?...
i cried as usual...
spend some time watching it and u'll know =/...



RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so closeAnd having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the mostIs being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

ahhhh... if its nt for the event, im sure i wouldnt be going to club...
well anyway, its hdln tagger event at zouk.
Ben and Hazel were on the runway!!!...
ohhh...did u see a vampire inside that pic?!?
with colour contacts and panda eyes, looking so pale in it...

im really feeling terrible...
wake up crying again..
packed with thoughts...
i realised i dont really have many friends to talk to...

its 23rd, i thought we mind be able to enjoy this very special day...
things doesnt happen the way we want...
i just cant stop crying everytime i think of u...
i miss u...